Horrible Terrible No Good Very Bad Day

Ever have one of those? Well, I just did. Got the big N-O on a life changer. So no change. Same old life. Like it or not. Going to go with not. When will I finally get up that hill? Seriously, feels like I just experienced a irreparable backslide. I know I'm supposed to dig in my heels and get back to climbing. But for now I'm going to wallow in my valley of discontent.